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bile tengok orang lain kahwin, mengandung, beranak bagai, senyum bahagia hidup berkeluarga, aku pun sama sibuk nak kawin n berkeluarga jugak. nah, xde salam, xde intro, trus straight to the point je aku msk topic. hah, bagus la tu kan..xde la korang pening2 nk tahu, ape kecerite sebenornye cik anis nk story mory ni...kan? kan? kan?

aku actually happy, excited and gembira tengok couple suami isteri halal dan sah zahir dan batin dating kat tempat public. jealous??sumpah, 130peratus mmg aku jealous. tapi aku jealous in a positive way la...bile tengok diorang duk pegang-pegang tngan, tangan husband kat pinggang wife, husband tolong baiki tudung wife yang kemek kene tiup angin, wife tolong lap peluh husband kt dahi n bagai2 lagi sweet stuffs yang diorang PDA kan...aku pun rase cam nak kahwin skali..

nak ad husband yang boleh take care aku anytime, ade husband yang aku blh take care sepanjang mase and doing those sweet stuffs yg aku mention kat atas tu..best giler kan??

BUT, one day aku tnye diri aku sndiri, aku ni dah ready ke???dah fully prepared ke??solat sembahyang dah perfect ke??n bile aku buat mind list macam tu, trus aku back off..still banyak benda yang aku slack off. lau masak pun rase cam ad terkurang salt pepper sugar...slalu macam tu...and lau pgi2 tu, slalu xblh nk bangun awl...mesti kene ad tukang kejut...mmg tak la kan nak jadi bini orang lau mcm ni...so the conc is...

haa....not yet...cik anis is not yet ready for the big responsibility. aku bkn nak jdi isteri sekadar atas nama semata-mata... i want to be a wife that my hubby will proud of somehow...nk jdi menantu yang mak mentua boleh show of kt kwn2 dia...kan sweet tu..hahaha...

so...kene prepare myself ready la dulu..ready dlm semua aspects..then baru blh fikir nk settle down in the married life....

doakan aku yang terbaik....

zaman ol'skul dahulu kala

time aku skolah dulu ...well, sincerely said that i'm not that good la... nak kate yang aku ni slalu convicted tak jugak..well, aku tak pernah kena pggl pegi bilik disiplin...mak n ayah aku pun tak pernah pening kepala dgn problems aku kat skolah...kire ni aku msk lam kategori kanank-kanak baik la jugak...nak kate baik sgt tak la..pernah la jugak ak convicted aksi2 yang dh sah2 melanggar peraturan SMKA tok jiring...tak de sape yang tahu smpai skang, hahaha..nak confess ni...

well, as anak cg, aku ni mmg la kene ikut peraturan sebetul-betulnya la kan..hah..literally je tu, bnyk sgt peraturan yg aku clash cm tu je...ahah...korng tahu kan zaman doulu2 handphone kene banned??skarang??ntah aku tak tahu...tapi banned tak banned, aku taram je bwk..inilah bestnye jd anak cg...handset tu dgn senang lenang aku bwk msk kelas...aku pun tak tahu untk ape aku bwk bnde tu...nak kate mcg pkwe, sumpah, aku free n single time tu smpai skarang...main game snake la yang paling best..lwn ngn kwn sape yg dpt high score..rase jam pinor mate skejap nk follow buah nk kene mkn...hahaha...bile dgr rumors ad spot chech, aku cpt2 lari prgi kt krete mak aku, lempar je hnset tu ikut tgkp yang trbukak skit...mse tu la jntg aku ni brdebar2 mcm nk kuar jntg dri mulut...hahaha..lps dh selamat je, trus aku ketawa sorg2...tkg jage koperasi tgk aku atas bwh je..hahaha...

citer lain, kite smbg lain kali....

reunited or not......

i just met somebody recently...not as in the real meeting but, i considered it as meeting again after a very long time never talk to each other. and it felt refreshing. the only difference is, the feeling was not the same as before anymore. more like, i met him/her as in term of a long lost friend than can share ideas and stories.
this post might be bored, but i specially dedicated this post to him/her. i hope you can know what i feel and i'm happy we 'met' again without any awkwardness.

btw, this blog is not for public. i specially created this blog just to expressed my feeling for my own reading. this blog acts as my online diary. but, if you happened to read this blog, just pretend you read nothing and go on with your life without thinking deeply about any of the entries i have post. be happy, smile always, and always thanks to ALLAH for everything.....

the story behind d photo's time....!!!

erm, 18 until 21 of june ari tu, aku n kazen aku together with our atuk(called ayah) went to langkawi island. 

this trip is under persatuan penjaja kuala terengganu...hahaha, sweet bonding time btwn me and my kazen with my our ayah.

well, bnyk jugaklah tempat yg kitorang prgi..yg bestnya, kami ad escort.. erm, he is the tour guide actually.

he explained a lot and u know, story telling about mt chincang, mahsuri and so over..

well, tmpt yg kami pergi bnyk la jgk...tak blh nk ckp...

n we jumpe rmai tourist from india maybe..erm, pakistan could be too..ntah..mybe diorang punya holiday kot that time..

tp syg, tmpt yang aku nk prgi sgt2 which is nk naik kreta cable ke gng mt chinchang xkesampaian..

it was serviced..ramai sgt yang gune time cuti sekolah ari tu...sgt lah aduhai...huhuhu...sedih....

tp xpe la...somebody dh promise kt aku nk bwk aku pergi naik kereta cable, not just at langkawi, kat namsam tower pun dia sanggup...ni syg pak cik lebih ni...hahaha...

tpi xblh nk syg lbh2..blom halal....we talked a lot when im'in the bus heading back home...

n tell u what, semua mak cik n pak cik dlm bas tu pelik, well, i'm so alien speaking in english with u...

hahahah..crazy....well, that's my story.....

buys...buys....

samsung galaxy note.....

wahh...ak nk phone ni....

best giler kot tgk org pkai....

cute je....

n bg ak phone handsome gilak....

siyes ak nk...

sape2 sudi belanje ak x??

lau korang sudi belanje ak, ak akn ingt jasa korang smpai mati...

huhuhuhu...plz......

sesaje je....

video ni best giler....

ak mmg suke rock2 cm ni...

good job la sape yg mashed kn lagu dorg ni.....

2 thumbs up!!!

friendship...

cliche sgt tajuk ni kan??

tapi bg ak, bnde ni la yg paling manis, FRIENDSHIP...

korang xleh nk survive kt mane2 pon tnpe friendship....

their love spread smpai ke tulang sumsum kite tau tak??

tu pon kalau korg ad true friends la...

ak ad...jgn jeles....

wpon kitorg rarely cntact each other, but once we do, u'll never guess that we just contact again after a long time didn't...

spread d love!!!

how we manage to maintain our bond??

erm, mola mola...i don't know too...

we just care about each other....we smile together n cry together...

we share happiness, we share problems....

our parents pon tau psal kitorg..n they support us...

hahahaha....bahagianya...

last but not least....i love my friends so much...

GUYS, SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!!!!